I can honestly say that yesterday was the best day I’ve had in a really really long time. I made new friends, bonded with amazing people that I can now honestly call my friends. It’s crazy because not too long ago, it seemed that being friends with them was an intangible idea. I look forward to more days like yesterday with these truly fantastic people :)

Bestfriends aren’t supposed to make you sad, and make you feel like shit. Bestfriends aren’t supposed to make you cry, and make you feel unimportant. Bestfriends aren’t supposed to go days, and weeks without talking for no apparent reason. Well I guess my bestfriends never got the memo.

Whatever.

(Source: ilovethebonesofyou)

Well, it was silly of me to think that we would be anything more than friends. Deep down I knew that people like you don’t go with people like me, but you kept me reeled in with you’re ‘i like you so much too, let’s take it slow’. and then the moment i leave for Summer, some guy suddenly comes in and you two are dating. whatever, i’m not even that mad, just a little hurt, and a bunch of i shouldve known better. oh well, keepin my head up.

on the plus side: after work, I get to spend a few hours hanging out with my most amazing loca :) i can’t wait!! :)

As I wait for my friends to come pick me up, finally seeing Scream 4(!), I can’t stop thinking about him. I give so many subtle hints that I want to be with him or at least the chance to, nothing works. I know I haven’t directly stated it to him, but I think he knows, which if he does and hasn’t said anything then that sucks. Wow I’m rambling haha, but he seriously is the cutest guy ever, ever, ever… Even though we’ve never met, and only talk online I know hes awesome. Oh well… I hope Scream 4 is good!